Are you there God, it's me Megan

So as most people know, I have been out of a job since my grandma passed away in July. For those who I talk to almost daily about what this is like you know that I am constantly VERY frustrated! Especially as I just turned 25 and am doing absolutely nothing will my life, other than trying to make it through every day. Well since I have so much free time, I am constantly doing a lot of thinking and I have thought a lot about God and where he is during this whole process.

I mean I see Him provide so much to others and wonder what he is teaching me right now. I feel like He is constantly testing me, whether it was stuff with grandma, to living with my siblings, to my distance with Andrew and now to unemployed life! He is really working on making me something haha! It's like the last time I went to SD, Andrew and I found an awesome Church and I am like finally some place I see myself getting involved in and even closer to God, which I would think would be something He would ultimately want. So it boggles me when he doesn't provide the tools to let me move closer so that happens.

I mean maybe I have been handling this whole time off from reality the wrong way, but I really don't feel as though I have been missing any answers. Who knows...

obsession

Just a glimpse of my obsession. I started when they made movies. I love the Olsen's! Especially Mary-Kate! Hahha...here are some of my favorite pictures of her:





This one is more for Tyra's ANTM this season, because MK really made herself look tall here!

I want this dress!!!!!!!!


I love this one, minus the fur in her hand!

my life

My life. :(

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star for the day

I just wanted to say that Jessica Alba is working out on the Santa Monica steps. Let me tell you, that is a work out! It is so steep and once you do the first like 10 stairs you are sweating hahah


Although this might look strange to some, I find that her black socks with open toe heels work. What I don't get is, how come if I tried this it would look like I am still trying to break in heels and forgot to take my socks off?! haha